You Wish You Knew

I got into this rut of... how do I put this... not giving a damn? Right now I really don't have the energy nor desire to indulge other people. I feel as though I spend a lot of my time accommodating everyone else that I neglect myself in the process. Once I hit that stage I'm like 'Done.' and all nice processes shut down and the attitude kicks in. But that's okay because I'm usually determined to enjoy myself and if you're included in the euphoria then all the merrier, yay for everyone! I hit one of these points in life during high school and I decided that it wasn't worth the emotional investment - I've become one of the most apathetic, care-free persons in the world and I'm completely at peace with that. Sometimes it gets a little out of hand and I have to make myself do stuff, but really it's touch and go from here on out.

It's a lifestyle I recommend to everyone who can handle such a daring adjustment.

By the way, I'm going sky diving in the summer with my roommate Sarah. Any takers?


Lyrics of the day:
This is the craze only we can bestow.
This is the price you pay for a loss of control.
This is the break in the bend.
This is the closest we've called.
This is the reason you're alone.
This is the rise and the fall.
-"Okay I Believe You But My Tommy Gun Don't"
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PS
I feel like there's a fine line between apathy and procrastination and I krump on that line.